missing
a word with so many different meanings
a feeling you’ll never get back
you will forever carry it in your heart but in the end it will fade away
in the moment you sit and wish it would last forever
until. it doesn’t.
you think about how it was trying to relive the moment but never fully capturing it
living with the memories with you made with another
wanting to rekindle what was once their but to afraid to admit
admit to the undeniable connection
pushing away the urge to reattach to what has already passed
the thought of it replaying in your head over and over until finally you give in
into the emotional attachment your heart has been begging for
finally satisfied, so you think
until the cycle continues spiraling into the same results
until eventually you give up.